Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Out, damn'd spot

I don't like Shakespeare and have never read Macbeth but the "out damn'd spot" line has popped into my head each time I've started spotting with a pregnancy. It was back last night. My HCG levels are on the low side. I'll have them checked again tomorrow afternoon to find out for sure if I'm losing this pregnancy but I'm pretty sure I am.

My doctor told Patrick last night that the heartbeat on last week's ultrasound was low, but the radiologist thought it was just because it was so early.

This is the day the Lord has made, but I don't know how to rejoice in it. I just feel numb.

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